What lies ahead....

Of late I discovered am the main cause of some of the worst things that happen to me.

Most of the places I am and am not supposed to be in right now, am the person that took myself there.

The things am doing now and am not supposed to be doing, am the one who started doing.

And the more I look at this the more I see I need to take control of myself before myself takes control of me. Worse still I know I will end up rebuking myself over this matter no sooner to go back to the very same same thing that has made me write this.

But this still goes to demonstrate of the fact that I rely more on my strength and ability to do good that look at to the Author of my faith who is able to deliver me from all this things.

All in all my weekend was somehow interesting and coupled with few instances of pleasure and regret but I managed to rise above the occasion. Greeted EyeCandy and assumed nothing was going on.

Well something happened last night that really made me hate myself so much. And to make matters even more disgusting it had to do with sud. This made me wonder whether I have been giving myself false hope....