At the battle field

Today felt like the longest day I have had in quite a long time. The events that were to transpire took me to a different king of realm which I have been fearful of facing for quite a while.

But am more than glad to say I went, saw and conquered, but mark you the victory was not of my own making.

Somehow I came late to work today (Yes I over slept again) little did I know that the md was in a lousy mood.

So when I got to the gate theinformer told me that he was given strict instructions not to let me in and I should wait for the md outside (the md had taken his kid to the hospital)

Well all I can say, I actually knew my end had come and there was nothing else I could do. My wait outside felt like waiting for rain in the sahara and the fear I felt was just undescribable.

I got thinking about how the others didn't even mind or seem to care and they went on with there lives as if nothing was happening and I knew there and then that I was indeed all alone from the beginning and the loneliness I felt was for sure there.

To cut the long story short, the md did come back, and I went back to work (don't ask me what I told him) but I can say am not the same person...something happened to me.

This still shows I need to get a plan B and it should be first.