Me and my feelings

Right now am feeling desolate, angry and empty. and to tell you the truth, thats the last feeling I want to have especially when the day is drawing to an end.

All this has been caused and agrivated by none other that the administrator, who a few minutes ago was commanding me on what I should be doing before the 23rd infront of the guys here. And the accusations she is using to accuse me with, are baseless and not even near the truth (am sure that is what mrs.complainer has fed her with.....but the most interesting thing is she didn't even ask me what had happened), I wonder what the others have told her.

This has been going on for too long and I really want it to stop. It as if she does it on purpose or to try and show me how powerfull she is or something (guess this is what pastor chuck was talking about. And it happens just when am trying to find some stability in which I can use to work with (I don't even want to go into what I have done for her...).

All in all I didn't get to implement some of the decisions I had thought out last night concerning giddy and bureauguy are concerned. But that means I have to rethink on most of them as see which will work okay. I also haven't yet started the PC work I had planned to do today since I had to design a card for Nav's.

Atleast I got to buy rapheal a birthday card (don't ask me why, but I did it....maybe when I get the strength to do so I will tell you why...)

I think Its time I got the heck out of here, since am the only one at home and I will have to cook supper today (this just makes me wish lots of stuff..which i won't go into right now)