My day so far...

Well today was my first day at school (yes I decided to go back) and it actually turned out to be quite different from what I had im mind.

I thought I was going to be the only odd one out be all new and not knowing much. But I found alot of pple I knew, pple I was glad to see while others who I wasn't that glad to see but all in all they made my day and added to my anticipation of campus.

At first it all seemed an illusion, me seated in a lecture hall, in a learing institution, waiting for my lecture, but after alot of pinching(to confirm I wasn't dreaming)I realized that this was actually true, it was actually me seated...and the more I thought about it, the more I started to thank God for what He had done.

I know it was crazy talking to myself in an empty classroom, but I had to pray and just thank God for the far He had brought me and the things that He had done/ was doing in my life.

My classmates were also pleasant to be with and talk too, although I prefer being alone most of the times I had to force myself not to feel/ look this way, atleast my pretense and mask did the trick this time.

The classes ended somehow late, but from what I so on the timetable, I will be staying even longer. But who am I to complain, when I know how I have prayed for this. I thank God for that too.

AOB's
I have so much to say here, but I don't think I have the strenght to go there, its been tough, crazy and wierd at times, but just as the poem went, "my head is screwed on tight", regardless of the fact that those I looked up to for backup, forsoke me when I needed them the most, am glad since this has shown me the importance of being independent emotionally and spiritually.

And thats how my days under the sun have been so far....