silent lucidity

so after all those one night stands,
you've ended up with heart in hand
a child alone,
on your own...retreating
regretful for the things you're not,
and all the thingas you haven't got
without a home,
a heart of stone...lies bleeding
and for all the roads you followed,and for all you did not find
and for all the dreams you have to leave behind
your childhood eyes were so intense,while bartering your innocence
for bits of string,the grown up wings...you needed
but when you have to add the up,you found that they were not enough
to get you in,pay for sins repeated
and for all the years you borrowed,and for all the tears you hide
and for all the fears you have to keep inside
i am the way,i am the light,i am the dark inside the night
i hear your hopes,i feel your dreams,and in the dark i hear your screams
don't walk away,just take my hand,and when you make your final stand
i'll be right there,i'll never leave,and all i ask of you is...believe!
i never wanted to know,never wanted to see,
i wasted my time till time wasted me
i never wanted to go,i always wanted to stay,
'cause the persons i am are the part that i play
so i plot and i plan,and i hope and i scheme,
to the lure of the night filled with unfinished dreams
and i'm holding on tight to a world gone astray
as they charge me for years i can no longer pay
all i ask of you is ....believe!!!

silent lucidity