Working on a saturday




Our GM refused to grant me permission to be away today in the morning
(Was supposed to go to compassion). I wrote him mail to ask for
permission but he takes for ever to respond (actually he never even
responded), I wanted to assume that he had responded and do what I

wanted this morining but I remembered what the MD had said, and
honestly am not in the mood to start being quarreled at, so I changed
my mind and decided to come to work today and go to compassion later in
the afternoon (am sure right now grace is thinking of what to tell me)


So as we speak am at the office, but today I have decided to take slow,
print as many documents as I can, listen to music, watch movies and
just enjoy myself and when the time comes I get the hell out of here.


Yesterday on my way home from work, I came across James and David,
James was all sadface and seemed he didn't want any of my greetings so
I focussed my attention on david whose machine he wants me to repair
but am having second thoughts about (I don't know why this happens to
me....I make a decision them but the next day I regret why I did it)


I later passed by sudi's place (don't ask me why I did it) but there
was no one there so I told the caretaker I will pass by there today,
then I went to mick's place where I spent a few minutes but he didn't
seem excited to see me (wonder whether its the cold) and left.



On my way
home I met with bunch of young guys coming from a baseball
practice, they all seemed excited and enjoying themselves, but the
interesting bit is that when I passed them I felt hurt, afraid, and
melanchonic with some traces of sadness. This is not the first time it
has happened and every time it does , it makes me just....I don't even
know.



The
weekend is here with us and almost over since tomorrow is sunday then
monday (notice the routine). Am still to decide what to do with my self
today and tomorrow ifGod wills. Am prayer is just that I get to
have a nice time.



So with that let me blog off.



NB: Nice changes by guys at blog. And this is my 5oth post