I have been having a "you don't know what you want: feeling today and a sudden melancholic feeling which I have no idea where it came from.

I really want to embrace something thats new and not a routine, but I learned that its thro' the routine that we learn discipline and diligence. And for us to move on we must first of all learn the lesson that was prescribed to us before we can move to the next step or stage

There are time when I wish I had wings and I would fly away from all this and be at peace even if its for a few days. The turmoil and confusion within seems to be get more by the day and the feeling of dispair seems to be your constant companion.

But all in all I thank God for the day and all that He has enabled me to accomplish and even for that I didn't manage to accomplish. May His name be praised.